Grow In The Dark [2012]

by Jeremy Garner

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All songs written, recorded, and produced by Jeremy Garner.

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released January 1, 2012

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Track Name: Submerged
The devil hath led to temptation
Temptation hath led to the devil
No light can emerge
Simply submerged
In the depths of the darkest of pits

Through the spine
Step by step,
He will die,
He has died,
Widened eyes
Full of fear, you shall follow
And rise and fall
And fall forever

Curiosity taking just one more step
In the direction of the world
That we have never entered yet
Dangers everywhere,
But pure desire leads the way
All alone, what will you find?
None will say

Silently weeping alone
Crying the tears unknown
Creation it must subside
The world of men will die

So quiet yet not peaceful,
Free, but so confined
Psychological transformation
Of any given moment
Changing the outcome
Of a potentially dangerous situation

Which way doth thy leaf fall down?
What is this object I've found?
Hearses, hearses
Curses, curses
First we mustn't ever, ever make a sound

Shadows within,
Shadows without
I'm leaving now without a doubt
"The time has come", the bird he said
"You know, the time has come."

Smoke that final cigar my friend
As heavens tears fall from above
Goodbye dear world
Now I must leave you
With the sun on my hunched shoulders

The final hour,
I knew this couldn't last
What once was future now is strangling the past
The ones who wait beneath the ground
Whispered my name last night
Now the lost has been found
Track Name: Lose Your Mind
You and me, we should lose our mind
We could be together for all time
Let those worries go out the door
They're not serving you anymore

Will you love me...
For all time...
Would you like to...
Lose your mind?

I've been falling,
I've been falling most everyday (everyday)
I've been trying,
I've been trying to find my way (find my way)

Will you love me...
For all time...
Would you like to...
Lose your mind?

Dancing in the shadows,
Dance, dancing in the shadows
We're dancing in the shadows,
Dance, dancing in the shadows
We're waking up the madness
As we're dancing in the shadows
Dance, dancing in the shadows
Dance, dancing in the shadows

Will you love me...
For all time...
Would you like to...
Lose your mind?

You and me, we should lose our mind
(lose your mind)
We could be together for all time
(for all time)
Let those worries go out the door
(out the door)
They're not serving you anymore
(anymore)

Will you love me...
For all time...
Would you like to...
Lose your mind?

I've been falling,
I've been falling most everyday (everyday)
I've been trying,
I've been trying to find my way (find my way)

Will you love me...
For all time...
Would you like to...
Lose your mind?

Dancing in the shadows,
Dance, dancing in the shadows
We're dancing in the shadows,
Dance, dancing in the shadows
We're waking up the madness
As we're dancing in the shadows
Dance, dancing in the shadows
Dance, dancing in the shadows

Will you love me...
For all time...
Would you like to...
Lose your mind?
Lose your mind.
Track Name: Let's Get High
I've been watching you for some time
Walking down that street of life
Looking for the answers
To those questions on your mind...
Mind...mind

do, do, do, do
do, do, do, do

It doesn't matter how long you keep searching
You will not be finding
Just as long as you
Don't want to look up at the sky...
Sky...sky...

do, do, do, do, do
do, do, do, do

And if you think that you've been clever,
Think you are the only one
Who sees the truth,
Well let me tell you that you are so wrong...
Wrong...wrong

do, do, do, do
do, do, do, do

You are not my invitation, to this lonely world of mine
I can only hope that you won't see the madness in my eyes
I don't want to give the false impression that I've seen it all
I just want to help you find yourself upon this waterfall

Forget about your lonely life,
Come with me, let's do it tonight
You're in my head, but I don't know why
Just thinking 'bout you, make me so alive

I want you, let's do this right
Turn down all that doubt inside
I want you to free your mind,
So let's get high, let's get high

You are not my invitation, to this lonely world of mine
I can only hope that you won't see the madness in my eyes
I don't want to give the false impression that I've seen it all
I just want to help you find yourself upon this waterfall

Let's get high, let's get high

Let's get high, let's get high
I just want to free your mind

Let's get high, let's get high
Free your mind

Let's get high, let's get high
I just want to free your mind

Let's get high, let's get high
I just want to free your mind
Track Name: I Believe
Don't let that devil
Bring you down
Just feel the love now
Let's make a sound

We're feelin' free now
We're feelin' fine
Aint no temptation
Twisting my mind...

'cos I believe...
I believe in the power of Love
And I believe...
I believe in the Man above

Don't let your hatred
Control your mind
You never know what
What you might find

We're feelin' good now
We feel the love
We feel the power
Of God above...

'cos we believe...
We believe in the power of Love
And we believe...
We believe in the Man above

I feel my body full of light now
I'm radiating love for you now
I want you to feel the way I feel right now,
Oh listen to me...

I'll give you the strength to go on
I'll give you the light to shine on
I'll give you the love that you can't find
I know you've been searching for all time

There's someone up there that hears you
And now He's getting closer to you
He's working through me right now
To get inside you and take you higher

This power, you know, it will find you
He knows what melodies will move you
And all of His angels are around you now
They're trying to make you see....
They're working now through me,
They want to make you free....

You gotta listen right now,
Gotta feel it somehow
You're gonna see the light,
You're gonna brighten up your night
In the light

Don't let that devil
Bring you down
Just feel the love now
Let's make a sound

We're feelin' free now
We're feelin' fine
Aint no temptation
Twisting my mind...

'cos I believe...
I believe in the power of Love
And I believe...
I believe in the heaven's above

Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe in love?
In love

Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe in love?
In love

I feel my body full of light now
I'm radiating love for you now
I want you to feel the way I feel right now,
Won't you listen to me?

I'll give you the strength to go on
I'll give you the light to shine on
I'll give you the love that you can't find
I know you've been searching for all time

There's someone up there that hears you
And now He's getting closer to you
He's working through me right now
To get inside you and take you higher

This power, you know, it will find you
He knows what melodies will move you
And all of His angels are around you now
They're trying to make you see....
They're working now through me,
They want to make you free....

You gotta listen right now,
You gotta feel it somehow
You're gonna see the light,
You're gonna brighten up your night
In the light

Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe in love?
In love

Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you, do you believe?
Do you, do you,
Do you believe in love?
Track Name: We'll Meet In Paradise
There's this girl in my dreams, who's far from home
And she knows what it's like to be so alone...
And she cries at night and she feels so scared,
And she needs someone, to take away her fears

She feels so lost and she's so confused,
All the guys she's ever loved, all seemed to abuse her
And she wants to give up, and she's got no friends
So I told her I'll be there for her until the end...

So if you're out there baby and you hear this song,
Yeah I wrote it for you, I've been here all along
And I can see your sorrow and I feel your pain
And I will never let a man ever hurt you again

Don't you ever give up, don't you fall from the sky,
Gotta lift yourself up, never say goodbye
Know that you've got a brother, and I'm here for you
And I hope you'll feel better, when you learn the truth

I'll be here with you forever, don't you cry...
We'll meet in paradise...

I'm still here by your side
I see all the tears you cry
I'll teach you wrong from right
Let me lead you to the light
I'll lead you to the light...

Don't you know how many people suffering today?
Losing hope in life and losing faith to find the way,
You must do what you can, gotta help the people stand
Show someone you love them, go and make another friend

What you gonna do about it, what you gonna do
Sit back and just wait for them to walk all over you
We got people screaming and their killing in the name of truth
Rumors of the end, you know it might be over soon...

It's time for us to share our hearts and come together now,
We've been fighting for so long, it's time for love to show its power
Time for earth to make some changes, as we move into the light
Gotta learn that we are someone, it is all within your mind

Find the strength inside, it's time for you to make a change,
Don't be hiding, we will need you, go on, show your pretty face
Move into the world and do what you were born to do,
Don't forget who made you, one day He will free you,
Learn the truth

I'll be here with you forever, don't you cry...
We'll meet in paradise...

Do you hear me calling you from the sky?
Do you know where you go when you die...
If you were here, you know, I would sleep in your arms
Where nothing could bring us to harm

I'll be here with you forever, don't you cry...
We'll meet in paradise...

I'm still here by your side
I see all the tears you cry
I'll teach you wrong from right
We'll meet in paradise...
Track Name: Forever Yours
You are an angel on my mind
You are the only dream of mine
I know that you can hear me, listen
Maybe we can spend this night alone together
You and I, beneath the sky of everlasting love
Just watching all the people passing by

You are a flower of beauty
You are the queen of sorrow
You are my inspiration
You let me see tomorrow
I hope you shed these tears
And feel the love that's in this song
I'll never let you go
I'm yours forever
Right or wrong

All these dreams
Are just a sense of mystery
These dreams of mine
Are once again calling me back to you
These dreams are our communication
All I want is to spend this night with you forever
In your arms
This night it brings us both together now
I never want to leave your side of love

You are a flower of beauty
You are the queen of sorrow
You are my inspiration
You let me see tomorrow
I hope you shed these tears
And feel the love that's in this song
I'll never let you go
I'm yours forever
Right or wrong

You are a flower of beauty
You are the queen of sorrow
You are my inspiration
You let me see tomorrow
I hope you shed these tears
And feel the love that's in this song
I'll never let you go
I'm yours forever
Right or wrong

Do you hear me?
Will you find me baby?
If I call you in your sleep tonight
I hope that you can hear me
Will you find me baby?
I am calling you to me tonight
Tonight

You are a flower of beauty
You are the queen of sorrow
You are my inspiration
You let me see tomorrow
I hope you shed these tears
And feel the love that's in this song
I'll never let you go
I'm yours forever
Right or wrong

You are an angel on my mind
You are the only dream of mine
I know that you can hear me, listen
Maybe we can spend this night alone together
You and I, beneath the sky of everlasting love
Just watching all the people passing by
Track Name: Queen Bee
Put a coin in your mouth, and I’ll show you Charon
He will take you from the world of the living to the dead
On the ship, take a trip, to the underworld below
You and I, journey down, on the water we will float

You’re the Queen Bee and you kill the virgin rivals
In the colony of love, we will dance in purple lights
Hear the G# piping, there’s another in the hive now
And you’re jealous, full of envy,
You will sting her ‘till she dies…

Find the calcite crystals under ultra violet light
Seek the secret in suggestions of the spirit in the night
I am here and you are there, and we’re together now in flight
Close your eyes, lose your mind,
Never really know what you might find

There’s a guardian on the threshold
And he’s got a lot of gold
If you’re strong you can defeat him
If you’re weak, he’ll take your soul

It’s the first initiation,
If you pass the test of terror,
You’ll see things you never dreamed of
You’ll perceive the world much clearer

Like Saint Michael and the Dragon
When you near the final hour
Don’t forget, the flesh is weak
When the spirit fights for power

It’s a long, tough journey
Through the dark corridors
There’ll be torches in the brackets
People screaming in the halls

Keep on moving, never stop
Or you’re never going to make it
Just ignore their deadly faces
Find your courage, or just fake it

Keep on walking to the light,
But remember when you do,
Just be careful, for a strange green light
Will start to follow you

When it does, do not turn
Do not even think about it
If you do, you’ll be destroyed,
It will catch you in its web

Through the alabaster pillars
To the empty cold throne room
She’ll lock the gates and open doors
But you will find the mystery soon

I was shown to be a king
You’ll be shown to be a queen
You’ll see visions in your mind
Like De Ja Vu, and secret dreams

Fire brackets on the wall
She’ll be shining in her jewels
One eye speaks to you of fire
One eye speaks of waterfalls

Kindred spirit, let me tell you,
Now it’s time for me to share,
I will give you information
That will make your visions...
Make your visions clear...

One of her hands calmly rests on her knee,
While the other, holds a sceptre of royalty and authority,
Causing all those who see her,
To fall to their knees in sincere worship.

On her head sits a crown of divinity,
With twelve stars brightly shining.
She is protected by a heart-shaped shield
Containing the symbol of Venus.

Before her is a field of wheat.
And beside her flows the waters of Aquarius.
The everlasting waterfall of knowledge,
Inspiration and creation.

She is carefully watching and waiting
For the perfect moment
To have her dreams of love and beauty,
Make themselves manifest in the world.

(One by one, they must stand,
Under her deadly power,
The power, the power of She...)

One by one, they must stand under the power of She…
She-Who-Must-Be-Obeyed
One by one, they will stand under the power of She…
She-Who-Must-Be-Obeyed

Things beyond perception
Life beyond deception
A mind with no suppression
Sees with intuition

Shapes and places,
Voices and faces,
Tones and melodies
Songs of serenity
World of duality
Balance of equality
Symbols of the sunlight
Spinning in the spotlight
Fire in the night lights
Shining on the blue ice
Blue ice, blue ice, blue ice

Shapes and places,
Voices and faces,
Tones and melodies
Songs of serenity
World of duality
Balance of equality
Symbols of the sunlight
Spinning in the spotlight
Fire in the night lights
Shining on the blue ice
Blue ice, blue ice, blue ice
Track Name: Asa Nisi Masa
A church is a midway place of communication between worlds.
An attempt to magnetize Angels of Light,
To manifest themselves as forces of inspiration and guidance.
But sometimes...
Such a place will attract the opposite forces...
Of darkness.
And when night falls,
And the spirit world comes alive,
We see the towers of the church immersed in darkness.
Phallic symbols more prominent than Priapus himself
Towering above...
And dancing around and around inside,
Like a mansion of some Hellish Paradise,
Are a thousand men and women from a long-forgotten past,
Dancing in their ballgowns and their suits,
Singing songs that call out to us while they're waiting...
Waiting for the dawn to come.
And if one looks beyond just the surface of art,
And they see with the eyes of their very own heart,
They might see these shapes and faces
And hear songs from the past,
For they've been framed
By the camera of Emily Sharp,
But be quick...yes...be quick,
For these visions won't last.
Track Name: Come Back To Me
When the skies are dark and gray
And your friends have all gone to stay
When the sun, will not shine,
Simple joys you cannot find
Oh then darling,
You'll Come Back To Me...

Now I know, while you're happy and at peace
It's so easy to forget about me
But if I, were to die,
Then regrets you would find
'cos you spend all your time avoiding me

Oh but please, don't you get the wrong idea
You mean more to me than words can ever express
I know in time, you will find
You've been wrong, but that's alright
For on that day you will finally be mine

So I'll leave you with a warning or two,
There's a change that will happen to you
When you see, who I am
You'll be changing all your plans
On that day, darling you'll Come Back To Me

On that day, darling you'll Come Back To Me...
Track Name: When The Devil Comes-A-Callin'
Better watch out when the devil comes-a-callin'
If you aint careful, you're gonna be a-fallin'
He's gonna get your mind,
He's gonna change all your emotions
Make you think the right is wrong,
You're doubting your devotion

Baby if you seem to think that I am not the same
It's just something that's been on my mind,
You know I haven't changed
There is nothing in this universe
To turn my mind from God
If my shadow fights for power sometimes,
I still know it's wrong

I need you in my heart, to take away my pain
Sometimes I'm so lost, I just don't feel the same
And if I never call, it's not that I don't care
It's just that I feel paralyzed, within this state of fear

When I try moving forwards, something holds me back
And when I think I've found the way, someone moves the track
When I try looking up, then something holds me down
When I drown in my sorrow, there's nobody around
And so I need you now...

I feel like giving up, like nothing’s worth the time,
It feels like I'm becoming something else, I've lost my mind...
Where can I go from here? What am I going to find?
What can I do with my life, when that same life's going to die?

Looking for something certain,
To drive this pain away
I'm looking for something permanent,
To get me through these days
What is it we're waiting for?
What do we think we'll find?
I don't want to feel like this forever,
Won't you free my mind?

I need you in my heart, to take away my pain
Sometimes I'm so lost, I just don't feel the same
And if I never call, it's not that I don't care
It's just that I feel paralyzed, within this state of fear

When I try moving forwards, something holds me back
And when I think I've found the way, someone moves the track
When I try looking up, then something holds me down
When I drown in my sorrow, there's nobody around
And so I need you now...

I need you in my heart, to take away my pain
Sometimes I'm so lost, I just don't feel the same
And if I never call, it's not that I don't care
It's just that I feel paralyzed, within this state of fear

When I try moving forwards, something holds me back
And when I think I've found the way, someone moves the track
When I try looking up, then something holds me down
When I drown in my sorrow, there's nobody around

So you'd better watch out now for
When the devil comes-a-callin'...
Track Name: Lulla-Bye
You are the sea, you're a star
You are the one who awaits from afar
You are the moon, you're the rain
You are the one that can heal my pain
You are the sun, you're the night
You are the one that can bring me the light
You are a sweet lullaby,
Whatever happens,
I love you,
Goodnight...
Track Name: Hi
I fell in love with you well before
I even heard you speak
You only said one word to me,
But you're exactly what I need
I know that you are lonely too,
I can see it in your eyes
It's such a shame,
Might never see you again
And all you got to say was: "Hi"

You said "hi"...I said "hello"
And then we walked on by
I'm sure that I have seen you 'round here before,
And if I knew what to say, I would try...

Last time you were walkin' barefoot baby
Like a queen in the forest of love
You take my mind to the summer time,
You know I'll never get enough...

Imagine all the things that we could do with confidence
Why is it that the things we want
Are always hindered by our fears?
There's so much I would like to say,
If I had the nerve to speak
I guess it's just the same for you,
With all these insecurities

You said "hi"...I said "hello"
And then we walked on by
I'm sure that I have seen you 'round here before,
And if I knew what to say, I would try...

Last time you were walkin' barefoot baby
Like a queen in the forest of love
You take my mind to the summer time,
You know I'll never get enough...

I can never know what was in your head,
Will we meet again? will you be my friend?
I've seen you before, I wish I knew for sure
That we will meet again, right before the end...
I don't want to face it, I don't want to go
You are in my mind now, but I can never know
If we will meet again...will you be my friend?
If we meet again, baby right before the end...

Baby I don't know, baby I don't know
I feel it in my soul, yeah I feel it in my soul
But I just don't know, no I just don't know
I think that if you love me,
I will know which way to go

I think that if you love me,
I will know which way to go
I think that if you love me,
I will know which way to go

It can be a lonely life,
Or we could have the greatest time
If you hear me calling baby,
Won't you hear me calling you?
I can hear you falling and I,
Wonder how much longer I can
Put up with this knowledge that you
Are suffering when I am
Wanting to help you but I
Can't make a move right now I'm
So close yet so far from you,
So close yet so far from you
All of our dreams are falling,
All of our dreams are falling
So close yet so far from you,
So close yet so far from you

You said "hi"...I said "hello"
And then we walked on by
I'm sure that I have seen you 'round here before,
And if I knew what to say, I would try...

Last time you were walkin' barefoot baby
Like a queen in the forest of love
You take my mind to the summer time,
You know I'll never get enough...

Sometimes it feels like everything,
Is just some kind of dream
And all the things we're so scared about,
Are just not what they seem
And then I think of who I really am,
And all the places I have been
It feels like I'm a river
On my way back to the sea

Baby I don't know, baby I don't know
I feel it in my soul, yeah I feel it in my soul
But I just don't know, no I just don't know
I think that if you love me,
I will know which way to go

I think that if you love me,
I will know which way to go
I think that if you love me,
I will know which way to go

On our way back to the sea
We're on our way back to the sea
We're on our way back to the sea

Nananananananana
Nananananananana
Nananananananana
Nananananananana

You said "hi"...I said "hello"
And then we walked on by
I'm sure that I have seen you 'round here before,
And if I knew what to say, I would try...

Last time you were walkin' barefoot baby
Like a queen in the forest of love
You take my mind to the summer time,
You know I'll never get enough
I'll never get enough.
Track Name: The Musician Or The Music
One night while I was roaming in the land of dreams
I met a man who was playing the most beautiful song
On an acoustic guitar
Both of us were falling in slow motion from the sky
As he continued to play
The hypnotic and inspirational melody
Soon though the man started to drift away from the guitar
And yet the guitar continued to play the song
There was a moment where I had to make a decision
Between either following the man and losing the music
Or losing the man and following the guitar
It is an interesting thought...
Which is more important to you?
The musician
Or the music?