Solitude [2008]

by Jeremy Garner

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All songs written, recorded, and produced by Jeremy Garner*
*Track 5 uses drum loops.

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released January 1, 2008

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Track Name: The Door Of Death
Blinded by the light today,
I hate being seen,
I want to hide away from it,
In the shadows like a fiend

I stand and accept,
This darkness inside of me,
Please let it pour,
Deep inside my soul.

There are so many things,
I create in my mind,
To avoid facing all of my fears in this life
I pretend I'm far away,
In a forgotten place,
No people to destroy,
All the good things they hate

Who I really am will stay with me when I am dead
Why does death seem beautiful and life feels so ugly?
If I had the key to the door of death, I would consider
Deceiving stupid people is incredibly simple

My mind is my hell,
And my heaven as well,
But light has decreased in this world of true sorrow
True sorrow

Who I really am will stay with me when I am dead
Why does death seem beautiful and life feels so ugly?
If I had the key to the door of death, I would consider
Deceiving stupid people is incredibly simple

Who I really am will stay with me when I am dead
Why does death seem beautiful and life feels so ugly?
If I had the key to the door of death, I would consider
Deceiving stupid people is incredibly simple
Track Name: The Forbidden World
If today's my final day,
Then so be it
There is no tomorrow
In this moment

Building up inside just to bring me down
Falling from the heights onto the ground
We will meet again, yeah on the other side
This world's insane they only want to fight
We can't change them, we'll only change ourselves
Making a heaven of this hell
Feeling so detached from their pathetic lives
Going round and round and round
Until the end of time

Living in illusion,
Living blind
I'd be dead without you on my mind

Building up inside just to bring me down
Falling from the heights onto the ground
We will meet again, yeah on the other side
This world's insane they only want to fight
We can't change them, we'll only change ourselves
Making a heaven of this hell
Feeling so detached from their pathetic lives
Going round and round and round
Until the end of time

All hope has left me alone
Left here on my own
All hope I had has gone away
Here on my own

Help me if you can,
If not go away,
I don't need you here,
You don't need to stay

Consume the remains of this devastating condition
That you find yourself in
The graveyard inside is the last temptation
You will find in the forbidden world
Dreams of a king and queen
Reflect your destiny
Embracing vengeance concealed
Weeping and summoning
Hypnotic funeral
Sacrifice all broken pain
O holy ones hear us!
Unbind the spell from us
I'm drowning beneath the full moon

Don't you forget,
The life within your head
Hope is weaving its web

I'm here on my own
Track Name: Solitude
Contemplating emptiness it's all that I can feel
Don't know if I have just imagined this again,
Or if it's real
I can not find what I don't know
Can't see without a light
Falling further than before
With vision only black and white

I can hear your distant voice it's calling me again
Somewhere near but then again,
It always seems so far away
Asking me to follow you
Take me to paradise
I would follow you
If you were here for me
I can't deny

But you are lost over there,
And I am here
You're on the other side,
Hope you know that I still care
This pain I think it lasts forever
Have no doubt this love is true
And so I've found another way
To visit you

Contemplating solitude,
These thoughts are never pure
Always seeking for a better way
And searching for a cure
This hurt that is destroying me
Won't ever seem to leave
I keep ignoring
What my mind is now beginning to conceive

I can hear your distant voice it's calling me again
Somewhere near but then again,
It always seems so far away
Asking me to follow you
Take me to paradise
I would follow you
If you were here for me
I can't deny

But you are lost over there,
And I am here
You're on the other side,
Hope you know that I still care
This pain I think it lasts forever
Have no doubt this love is true
And so I've found another way
To visit you

I can't live my life like this...

It's the memories of the times
That we all love
That will bring us to despair
When thinking of these thoughts alone
There is love
Everywhere

It's the memories of the times
That we all love
That will bring us to despair

Contemplating loneliness,
I wish that you were here,
So I could live a perfect life,
No need for so much sadness,
Dread and fear.
Track Name: The End Of The World
Beaten on the ground
My head is going numb
Bleeding all alone
But voices all around
A scream, a cry of desperate help
But no one seems to hear
Just how they'll live a lifetime
They never seem to care

Time it just keeps moving
Closer to the end
Each second slowly dying
Before it starts again

It's all gone, it's all gone
You never will retreat
You don't learn, you don't learn
All your mistakes you just repeat

Do you see what I see?
Can you hear the dead?
Open up your mind, listen,
Voices in your head

Is it only in your mind,
Or does it live somewhere?
These questions so unanswered,
A life so full of fear

It's all gone, it's all gone
You never will retreat
You don't learn, you don't learn
All your mistakes you just repeat

It's all gone, it's all gone
You never will retreat
You don't learn, you don't learn
All your mistakes you just repeat

There are ghosts all around,
Beside you everyday,
When you think that you're alone
Just listen out to what they say
There's so much more to life
Then what will meet the eye
So much more will be revealed
The day you die

It's all gone, it's all gone
You never will retreat
You don't learn, you don't learn
All your mistakes you just repeat

It's all gone, it's all gone
You never will retreat
You don't learn, you don't learn
All your mistakes you just repeat
Track Name: Heaven's Bloody Skies
These streets laden with death
Starving children everywhere
The walls cast down by the storm
Wandering on our own

These tears roll on and on
Let the years be done and gone
Now the flowers have died
With the water and the skies
Every answer that we sought
Every battle that we fought
Everything we thought we knew
Has faded along with the truth

Crawling and scrambling through the mud
In fear the sight of death and blood
And we wonder where did this begin
There's no escape once you've fallen in

These tears roll on and on
Let the years be done and gone
Now the flowers died
With the water and our light
And every thought within our minds
Taken away and left behind
And every person we cared for and loved
Fly away to the heavens above

Patient servants for their lord await
Left alone with nothing but their faith
Man cast down from heaven's bloody skies
Revealing all the make believe and lies
Track Name: Rest In Pieces
You failed this,
You failed that,
You failed life,
They lie.

They need you,
To think like them,
Force you to believe that they are right.

They teach you,
Tell you what to think,
Instead of how to think,
They screw your mind.

You sense my presence
And gloatfully watch,
You seek my guidance,
And hopefully stop,
Destroying the outer world of contempt
Transferred to the inner world you've been sent
A life in prison with a terrible pain
Like a lost child wandering through invisible flame
With the power of the mind we can be set free
But not when we're all just resting in pieces

You must do this,
You must do that,
You'll die if you choose any other path.

You got to grow up fast,
You got to get a job,
You got to waste your time,
Got to believe in God,
Got to walk this way,
You got to sit down now,
You got to stand up straight,
You're gonna go to hell

You sense my presence
And gloatfully watch,
You seek my guidance,
And hopefully stop,
Destroying the outer world of contempt
Transferred to the inner world you've been sent
A life in prison with a terrible pain
Like a lost child wandering through invisible flame
With the power of the mind we can be set free
But not when we're all just resting in pieces

Do you really want to waste your time?
Do you really want them to change your mind?
Can you see what's happening or are you blind?
There's only a very limited time in this place,
In this world,
They want to waste it all,
Before you begin to realize it is gone,
And there's so much here to do and to learn
But not when we're all just running in circles

Do you really want to waste your time?
Do you really want them to change your mind?
Can you see what's happening or are you blind?
There's only a very limited time in this place,
In this world,
They want to waste it all,
Before you begin to realize it is gone,
And there's so much here to do and to learn
But not when we're all just running in circles
Track Name: prEVaIL
You are always there for me
Whenever they bring me down
You will always be there for me
If ever they try to hurt us together again

Time goes slowly when you're in pain
Repeating the hurt all over again
Over and over, when will this all end?
You wonder, you wonder,
Solutions have run away again.
Track Name: Night Fall
Darkness creeps into the skies,
The world around us seems to fade,
With nothing left to find,
Leaving everything behind,
Like a candles flame
That is blown out in the night
Where does it go to?
Is it only in disguise?
Like the days starlight